tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73228497752628922152024-03-18T22:48:16.182-07:00njo's black boxnjo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-26903029398737490722008-06-25T02:31:00.001-07:002008-07-11T03:35:43.210-07:00It's overyea,<br />my 'lovely'(being sarcastic is sweet) third year...<br />my block 18 exams...<br />my osce...<br />have officially ended.<br /><br />and when i realized it,<br />i feel like have nothing to be recalled...<br />yea, its just a shitty life behind.<br /><br />but still...<br />optimistically i should see life as a bless,<br />just a matter how we could enjoy it or not.<br /><br />i know people were born selfish.<br />so, i dedicated this for myself.<br />(<span style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102);font-size:78%;" ><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">and for somebody who has hurt me like hell there</span></span>)<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">I know who</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">I know who I hope</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">Sunlight washes dusty windows</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></p></span><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Every day</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Just like today</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">My soul is shaken</span><span style="font-size:85%;"></p></span><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">I have had enough annihilation</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">And classic duel</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">Between me against me</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></p></span><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">In the end,</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Im the only one lost in the last round</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I'll walk out onto the still black grass</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">I have had enough</span></p><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">Of love.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></p></span><div style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0); FONT-STYLE: italic" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I shall die, someday, on a tourist bus.</span></p><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">by : njo<span id="shoutouttxt" style="PADDING-RIGHT: 0px; PADDING-LEFT: 0px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; MARGIN: 0px; PADDING-TOP: 0px">®</span></span></span></div>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-7477824504731892522008-06-06T01:30:00.000-07:002008-06-06T01:48:22.295-07:00--Balada Mahasiswa Salah Satu FK Ternama--Tulisan iseng-iseng bagian 1…<br /><br />5 trend gaya terkini di kalangan calon dokter pria disana…meskipun tidak ditulis berdasar sebuah hasil meta-analisis, dan hanya menggunakan observasi empiris…tapi saya rasa ada beberapa hal yang menjadi potret nyata. Langsung aja kalo gitu…<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">1. Calon dokter harapan nusa dan bangsa dan masyarakat dan keluarga<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Ciri-ciri utama…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Pertama, rambut yang biasa dibelah pinggir, dan tersisir rapi.<br />Kedua, biasanya dia memakai kemeja dengan motif dan warna yang ga ‘ngejreng’ atau kalem-kalem saja, dikombinasikan dengan setelan celana bahan dengan model yang ga terlalu ajaib (robek-robek atau tambal-tambal ga jelas) yang sudah disetrika rapi.<br />Ketiga, muka biasa tampak bersih, kelimis dan bercahaya (rajin berdoa, sedikit dosa, jarang clubbing, sehingga ga mungkin somnolen sewaktu kuliah)<br />Keempat, memakai arloji model klasik dengan waktu yang sudah disetel sesuai BMG Indonesia, supaya selalu on-time pada setiap kuliah, pertemuan dan rapat di kampus.<br />Kelima, biasanya memakai kacamata minus. (rajin membaca)<br />Keenam, memilih memakai ha-pe dengan model yang ga terlalu 3M (mahal, macem-macem, dan mutakhir), yang penting bisa untuk nelpon dan sms.<br />Ketujuh, isi tas berisi buku-teks tebal maupun tipis, bahan tutorial, beserta map kegiatan organisasi ini dan itu, pokoknya yang positif deh.<br />Kedelapan, model sepatu agak terjebak masa lalu.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">2. Calon dokter metroseksual<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Ciri-ciri utama…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Pertama, rambut keliatan banget hasil dari usaha di salon berjam-jam dan berkala.<br />Kedua, tubuh cukup atletis hasil dari : bentukan tempat fitnes, baik dengan instruktur privat maupun tidak; menu makan sehat; dan tidak merokok.<br />Ketiga, kulit tubuh terawat dan ga kusam. Sedang kulit wajah tampak halus mulus licin terawat tanpa setitik noda rusak susu sebelanga.<br />Keempat, hobi di waktu senggang : ke mall untuk sekedar window shopping, sampai dengan belanja produk-produk perawatan tubuh (toko favorit : centro dan bodyshop).<br />Kelima, dilihat dari penampilan, dia ibarat produk-produk elektronik Apple. Stylish, fashionable dan nyaman dipandang. (Namun biasanya rada lelet ‘processor’nya, ‘memory’ kecil, ‘single tasking’ pula)<br />Keenam, bau parfum so pasti cukup kentara. And say no to baket (bau ketek), burket, basket.<br />Ketujuh, isi tas,proporsi buku untuk kuliah dengan peranti perawatan tubuh cukup berimbang.<br />Kedelapan, isi dompet, ada kartu salah satu beauty-centre ternama di kota Y.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">3. Calon dokter agak melambai dan mencurigakan dari segi ketertarikan seksual<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Ciri-ciri utama…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Pertama, perawatan rambut dan kulit wajah kentara hasil usaha semangat 45 bow…<br />Kedua, tubuh suka meliuk-liuk luwes gemulai ga jelas ketika berinteraksi bow…<br />Ketiga, asesoris-asesoris ga nyambung, ga fungsi, yang dianggap sebagai ‘pemanis’ sering terpakai ketika ke kampus, contohnya memakai syal di kala hari terik bow…<br />Keempat, mode fashion yang dianut hasil perpaduan etnik dan modern. (sampai sekarang saya masih ga ngerti apa itu bow…)<br />Kelima, bahasa yang susah dipahami siah. Hanya bisa ditangkap oleh kalangan ‘tertentu’ rasa-rasanya bow…<br />Keenam, isi tas, entah… biasanya ga mau dibuka-buka orang lain bow…</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">4. Calon dokter gaul…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">Ciri-ciri utama…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">Pertama, rambut ikut trend. Ga karuan-karuan.<br />Kedua, cara berpakain cukup modis, cukup cling-cling untuk dipandang katanya.<br />Ketiga, kadang suka pakai jeans, meski sudah dilarang sama beberapa gedung dan laboratorium.<br />Keempat, jam tangan stylo. Bisa merek ODM, Levi’s atau sesuai selera.<br />Kelima, ha-pe cukup mutakhir… harus yang ada kamera, buat sewaktu-waktu kalau narsisnya kumat.<br />Keenam, celana model terkini, kadang ada yang hipster, atas melorot-melorot bawahnya mengecil, aga susah tuh kalau mau ke belakang dan b*k*r.<br />Ketujuh, intelektualitas variatif, ada yang konsekuen, ada yang sedang-sedang, ada yang oon.<br />Kedelapan, motto hidup: play hard, work hard. Amin…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">5. Calon dokter dari alam lain…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Ciri-ciri utama…<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Pertama, tak tampak dengan mata telanjang. Hanya yang sudah dibuka mata hatinya yang bisa berkenalan…<br />Kedua, muka pucat, tatapan mata kosong menerawang, mulut berdarah-darah (bukan hasil hematoschezia) dengan senyum menyeringai…<br />Ketiga, pakai longdress putih melambai-lambai biasanya. Cukup dekil dengan sedikit atau banyak darah hitam (sejenis melena) di bagian perut dengan usus terburai…<br />Keempat, kaki tidak menapak tanah.<br />Kelima, suka ketawa-ketawa dengan irama yang khas…hii…hii…hii…hii…hii…<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Bersambung…</span>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-90076832664724323842008-05-04T09:38:00.000-07:002008-05-05T08:08:21.647-07:00black box epidemiology of njo*.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMv1sMIXgxdwte4gdQJLCbW2L3M6swGF3VTUiyBreFuIF6A8An9u9A1CdZjDWkUdv62r3yEvsArW3Nsjoa2IvyO-rsSq7cda7NUoPlMYiNfm73USyWFdlp-hfDS45oSl4x70S2ojm89g-y/s1600-h/myblackbox.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMv1sMIXgxdwte4gdQJLCbW2L3M6swGF3VTUiyBreFuIF6A8An9u9A1CdZjDWkUdv62r3yEvsArW3Nsjoa2IvyO-rsSq7cda7NUoPlMYiNfm73USyWFdlp-hfDS45oSl4x70S2ojm89g-y/s200/myblackbox.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5196910778355703346" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">*a causal relationship exists between njo and a blog simply because both are known to be a system of which the input and the output are known but of which nothing is known about what happens inside.</span><br /></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Some people just commented and complained about the missing part of my blog.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size:100%;"> <o:p></o:p></span><!--[endif]--></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">I realize I haven’t created a short-official-diplomatic statement which elaborate why I began to write a blog as my friends usually do for their 1<sup>st</sup> posting.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Actually…I write, any characters, words, sentences, phrases, poems, etc…just because when I want to write something, it just can’t be restrained. So I simply write. That’s all.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Moreover, no historical declarations in this universe which were made by UN, WHO, World Bank, or whatsoever organizations state that we shall post an introduction posting as the opening.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size:100%;"> <o:p></o:p></span><!--[endif]--></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">So, welcome to my black blog…</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">...my ‘<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">black box</span>’.</span></p>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-18535044914039810072008-04-25T02:17:00.001-07:002008-05-05T08:11:11.512-07:00-cinta-<div style="text-align: center;"><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:78%;">These words are respectfully presented for what which i usually call as - <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LOVE</span>.</span></span><br /></div><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">---<br /><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" >Kutahu kata ini indah</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Diperkosa berkali-kali</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Sampai berdarah-darah</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Namun tak jua henti</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Melanglang buana kalbu</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Setinggi tahta maharaja</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-family:lucida grande;" ><br />Mencabik lembaran biru</span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:lucida grande;" ><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Sedalam duka sang nabi</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">---<br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:78%;">by : njo<span id="shoutouttxt" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">®</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love</span> is repugnant,</span></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />but it is an 'atom' which would exist,</span></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:78%;" ><br /></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:78%;" >until the universe is cold and dark and lifeless.</span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:12;" ><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span></span></div></div>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-42239415047120669672008-04-23T05:07:00.000-07:002008-05-04T03:20:35.766-07:00-geliat jam empat-<p style="text-align: justify; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:lucida grande;"><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:78%;" >inspired by sitting in a place called observer-room; 4 p.m; and <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">you will know what i meant</span>.</span></p><p style="text-align: justify; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:lucida grande;"><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-weight: normal;"></span></span><br /></p><p style="font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; text-align: center;">---<br /></p><p style="font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">pat pat gulipat<br />baru saja selesai aku buat<br />tepat<br />di kala sayap penunjuk waktu menusuk angka empat</p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> </div><p style="font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">datang juga si wanita berbaju ketat<br />memintaku tuk bergegas mengusung pantat<br />yang sudah indah merapat<br />yang masih ingin berkutat</p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> </div><p style="font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">tapi daripada kena damprat<br />segera semua kulipat<br />biar imajinasiku tamat<br />tapi itu hanya sesaat</p><p style="font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; text-align: center;">---</p><p style="text-align: right;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:78%;">by : njo<span id="shoutouttxt" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">®</span></span></p>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7322849775262892215.post-21421389971642868202008-04-12T02:54:00.000-07:002008-05-05T08:09:58.228-07:00black flag<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHrtXh82348nmRCbtz9TEIHZD_CBVwgA8JVQQWdf7Tj976LVROUtbk1KczKwwWnHRwJitsaMUdB4hLCiIZgGIc1I6hQXjpUkUSlTUMr6WU5p5pGp26A-5hLYYvk-GLaP8_BhU6xiyY98aL/s1600-h/blackflag.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHrtXh82348nmRCbtz9TEIHZD_CBVwgA8JVQQWdf7Tj976LVROUtbk1KczKwwWnHRwJitsaMUdB4hLCiIZgGIc1I6hQXjpUkUSlTUMr6WU5p5pGp26A-5hLYYvk-GLaP8_BhU6xiyY98aL/s200/blackflag.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5196911199262498370" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Do men learn from their experiences?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I don't think so.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">But if I ask them why,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Maybe they just kind of optimistic and a little bit stupid species.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">They often think if they try harder,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">or do one more little thing for someone or something,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">the result will change,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">or tomorrow maybe the sun will rise from the north.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Well, it's not going to change.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">So, better think twice if you have the same type of someone just like my 'twin' is having now...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Miss <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">INSECURE</span>.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">At the beginning, she is very kind. She treats a man very well.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">But preety soon, she will start with her hobbies of sending short-message or calling you as often as she could,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">asking you to come to accompany without any single things to be done there later, or because she 'just want to see your face'.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She is clingy, needy, and compulsively agonizes that you are going to leave her at any moment for 'someone better' (maybe who is truly better)</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">The worse it comes,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She also will try to direct every aspect of your life.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She is going to take control of every 'department' of your life; where to go, who to talk to, what friends can you have, and maybe even later what time you can 'pup'?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">And if you try to stand up for yourself, she will cry, scream, or use any other deceptive female natural ability or tactic until you give up and fulfill their demands.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Fuh...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Poor twin...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);font-family:verdana;" >There are thousands of fish in the sea,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);font-family:verdana;" >maybe it's time you go fishing soon.</span>njo njohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10145608595725520215noreply@blogger.com7