It's over

yea,
my 'lovely'(being sarcastic is sweet) third year...
my block 18 exams...
my osce...
have officially ended.

and when i realized it,
i feel like have nothing to be recalled...
yea, its just a shitty life behind.

but still...
optimistically i should see life as a bless,
just a matter how we could enjoy it or not.

i know people were born selfish.
so, i dedicated this for myself.
(and for somebody who has hurt me like hell there)

I know who

I know who I hope

Sunlight washes dusty windows

Every day

Just like today

My soul is shaken

I have had enough annihilation

And classic duel

Between me against me

In the end,

Im the only one lost in the last round

I'll walk out onto the still black grass

I have had enough

Of love.

I shall die, someday, on a tourist bus.

by : njo®